there are things in me that won’t stop missing you

there’s so much i want to tell you about nothing in particular. sometimes i feel like i could just call you and catch up like there’s no distance between us. happy new year.

i haven’t been here in awhile. it’s a shot in the dark but i miss you. i always have and i don’t know where else to go with this. i sometimes want to cry out of frustration that at the end of my bad days when i’ve kicked off my shoes and sit at the end of the bed i don’t have you anymore to call and help me see through the bad to find the good. it sometimes feels so lonely here but i remember these are just growing pains and i might fall asleep sad but i’ll wake up the next day and i have all the opportunities to make the most of what i have. you weren’t just my love you were my very best friend and i pray for your happiness and mine everyday and i hope the universe has blessed you in abundance. you know i always send my love..

balsambreath:

I thought of texting you
“good morning, I can’t sleep”
and then I remembered
that you are on a journey
which I am not a part of
and that’s okay
but
good morning
I can’t sleep

(via givemeacoffeebreak)

flowerais:

the sad thing is, everyone thinks they’re so forgettable, or they don’t mean anything to anyone. but you don’t see your high school friend, smiling to themselves, when they think about your quirks or how dramatic you used to be whenever you got a crush. you don’t see the person who saw you around a lot but was always too shy to talk to you. you don’t remember the person you helped, and maybe you didn’t do much for them, but you didn’t know that they were having a shitty month and you sparked their first real smile in weeks. you don’t see the person that secretly loved you too, who never forgot the soft words that you said, or the way you smiled whenever you saw them, or how you reminded them of sunshine and flowers; and how the thought of you pops into their mind more than you will ever know and in the randomest of places. you will never know that a soft song or strawberries or a sunset will remind someone of you. they will go to the beach and think of you for some reason, until they remember that the last time they saw a color as beautiful and as profound as the ocean was when they looked in your eyes. no one knows their impact on people, or their worth. no one thinks they will be missed when they leave, but they don’t know that once you go into someone’s life, even for a fleeting moment, you stay forever, and you take up a soft place that no one else could ever replace.

(via apocalyptic-bliss)

officialaudreykitching:

Know in your heart that you will attract everything that is meant for you.

(via apocalyptic-bliss)

morsusengel:

“whether they were right for you or wrong for you, it will always hurt when you part ways. the hurt will come in frigid waves, it will crash against your knees till your bones rattle. you will wither in silence, wondering if they still hold safety in their palms. however, all of the missing, all of the hurting, and all of the longing are only pieces of the healing. when those feelings creep up your spine and tug at your skin, know that you did not make a mistake in letting them go. happiness does not exist solely with them. you do not need them to be okay. whether they were right for you or wrong for you, it will always hurt when you part ways. remember: you parted ways for a reason remember: you are healing. you are healing, you are healing. do not look back.”

— don’t look back. |(morsus engel)|

(via bendherbackwards)